Breh, what kid? I just discovered some people make half my rent and live a more meaningfull life.

Btw we live in small appartment, not some luxurious private island you’d expect for that kind of money.

Fuck this economy xD

I did say i was going balls to the wall, right?

I was actually studying during cardio but not coding, lol

I went to the gym for a couple years and managed to increase my PR’s consistently and doubled my bodyweight at the same bf %.

Then i decided i was disciplined enough for a homegym as the gym attracted a crowd of generic fools instead of the old club of bodybuilders and powerlifters…i wasn’t disciplined enough.

I really need that: “since i’m already here, might as well go balls to the wall”.

My old gym cost about €13, now generic shit gyms cost more than twice as much. I won’t be going back at those prices because food and rent also tripled, i don’t grow money from a tree or something.

It was reported a decent amoint of time ago and i thought i felt a difference…turned out my isp was sending air bubbles through the internet cable.

After the internet stabilized i noticed exactly zero, just an occasional “restart browser because video’s stopped playing alltogether”

Now you added an insulting term to drive home your point, you seem a little nuts imho.

You went from “colored is an insult” to “call 'm negro”…ffs dude get a grip.

I don’t know if it’s scary, but in the absolute core of my existence i just need my life to stop sooner rather than later.

I’ve always been a bit suicidal leaning but when i was stopped i never had the courage to try again.

Every single day my mind tells me “would’ve been better if you did, it’s all a big shitshow anyway” it never misses a day. I keep telling myself to not listen to it but i do agree.

I had a certain circumstance a couple yeara ago where i was close to dieing and it brought me peace…i felt calm and became accepting of what was to come (despite the intense pain). Wife calles an ambulance which they refused to send as we were too calm for it to be believable, so we took a taxi and that’s when they got to see the pain i was in and realized time was running out quick.

Bla bla bla etc etc, i got sent home a while later and the same pain returned…excruciating bone wrenching all encompassing pain and all my mind had to add was: “if this is real, just go to sleep and you won’t have to wake up again”.

And i did, despite this absolute tormenting pain i fell asleep so peacefully and convinced of it all ending…it was such a relief.

But i woke up after…shit.

That’s the darkest corner of my existence.

I still miss og tumblr and my little porn account i had going there.

I know, it’s really annoying when you just want war and someone helps you out to fix it all

To make you addicted so you keep coming back

Silence isn’t a crime you know…it’s actually pretty great.

Seeing how this article exists, you’re already too late.

I’m tempted to say: “you do see the same guys i’m seeing?” Doesn’t take a lot of charisma, she seems to have caught a bundle of lost souls and used them.

Let’s go, i need it haha

Abaolutely, it’s obvious where it came from.

I have my own, different issues especially socially. It’s bad enough she has to deal with that, sometimes i wish it wasn’t an issue because she has so much potential past that unlike myself…so i hate watching it be like this.

My wife has this, she’s incapable of breaking rules.

Let’s say her employer to do things a and then b, but then a coworker tells her it’s better (in practice) to do it the other way around…she’ll get an error and stop functioning at all.

I was told all these scary things about life and always had this: “i’ll see it when i get there” attitude. So now i have to spend half my energy dragging my wife along otherwise she’ll forget to live life.

Lol, not like that x’D

But thank you for that image which is now stuck in my head.

I just buy in bulk to save money, paying more for higher quality is a thing of the past.

Let me just get 15 of the same shirt and wear through them one by one. I don’t care how i look anyway.

I just ditched my 8gb card because it wasn’t doing the trick well enough at 1080p and especially not at 1440p.

So if i get this straight AMD agrees that they need to optimize games better.

I hate upscaling and frame gen with a passion, it never feels right and often looks messy too.

First descendant became a 480p mess when there were a bunch of enemies even tho i have a 24gb card and pretty decent pc to accompany that.

I’m now back to heavily modded Skyrim and damn do i love the lack of upscaling and frame gen. The Oblivion stutters were a nightmare and made me ditch the game within 10 hours.

Good shit, makes 'm go nuts.

Even worse: “popey mc popeface”